So, this is kind of a personal story that I have never told anyone outside of my closest circle of friends.  But I think that if one is trying to overcome an anxiety or depression disorder it’s important to share.

At the end of my sophomore year in high school my family moved to Texas.  I spent the previous 9 years living in a small town in Nebraska.  If you have never lived in a small town, it may be hard to imagine, but in a small town, you become very set in your little social circle and ways of life and it can actually be quite enjoyable, in a very habitual and comfortable sort of way.  

Moving at that time tore my known reality away and I – quite literally – did not know what to think or do with myself.  

I acted out in the ways that many teenagers do:  I refused to go to my new school; I ran away; I smoked pot with strangers… I tried to overdose on some type of pill (tylenol?)… Luckily, I only had the guts to take about 8 pills, so it wasn’t too bad.   

When I woke up I was in the back of my parents’ car on my way to an “in-patient facility” for behavioral health.  

If you have never had an experience in a place like this, let me share some of the highlights:

  • Being woke up in the middle of the night by a nurse drawing a blood sample while I was asleep
  • Mandatory meds:  they prescribed everyone there a special “cocktail”; we were never told what we were taking, but we had to take it or we would lose our “privileges” 
  • “Privileges” were things like being able to shut the door to our little dorm-like rooms, wearing shoelaces, and eating with the group as opposed to with a psychiatrist
  • The “privileges” that you gained by doing exactly as you were told were your only ticket out.  Say the right things; don’t “act out”; take your meds; smile and be polite…  Each week you would be evaluated on those areas.  If you passed, you would go up a “level”.  Only until you had reached level 4 would you be eligible for release into out-patient status and get to go home.  

Did I learn, what my psychiatrist referred to, “coping skills?”  In my honest opinion, no.  What did I learn?  How to manipulate a system to get what I want.  Was I happier and calmer when I left?  Only because I got to leave!  At that point, just living at home, even if it was in Texas, sounded great.  

My psychiatrist from the facility recommended that my parents keep me on at least one of the prescriptions, Xanax.  I took it one day.  I took it in the morning and went to school.  I felt like my head was in a balloon the whole day.  I felt detached from my emotions and even a little bit dizzy.  I never took it again.  

Eventually, I did fully recover and I am totally happy now.  Looking back, it was an amazing learning experience.  In the field of healing, I think it is helpful to have real experience dealing with certain health problems, because I can understand better the feelings and reasons behind them.  

Some things I have learned to cope with emotional upsets:

  • The purpose of life is to be happy; if you’re not happy, there is a problem that needs to be addressed
  • Go with the flow:  some things are just not meant to be.  If it seems like a constant struggle, just let it go.  
  • Crap happens, and at the time, it may not make sense, but usually, later on you can see the forest for the trees
  • Most people have good intentions
  • You have a greater purpose in this life and the purpose is to help other people in some way

On June 1, enrollment will open for my online 4-week “Relaxation Camp”.  The course is ideal for anyone dealing with a lot of stress and the effects of stress on your body and mind.  I look forward to sharing more information about it coming soon.  

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I participate in several “cancer events,” like the Susan G. Komen Race for the Cure, every year.  The “c-word” is an epidemic.  2.8 million women were effected by breast cancer in the US in one year; and 2.5 million men with prostate cancer.  Total incidences of cancer per year in the US is over 28 million!   (www.cancer.org, 2009) 

We are a product of our environment.  Some of it we have control over; some of it we don’t.  For example, the “breast cancer clusters” that have been observed in California to me seem to indicate there are environmental factors that need to be considered.  What is in the water?  What is being pumped into the air from the surrounding factories?  What are the area’s farming practices?  

My overall opinion on cancer:  it’s a dis-ease of toxicity.  Your body can become overloaded with toxins and your Liver, intestines, or Kidneys get congested and can’t get them out.   

The things we do have control over are:  

  • our diet
  • the products we choose to clean our bodies, homes and clothes, etc.
  • the chemicals we add into the picture (or not)
  • our lifestyle — exercise, stress management, healthcare

Here are my top 10 suggestions to do the best you can to prevent the c-word:

1.  Buy local and organic food.  If you really are curious as to why, see the documentary “Food Inc.”  or read The Extraordinary Science of Addictive Junk Food in the NY Times.  

2.  Read labels on all products and packaged foods.  If I can’t pronounce it or don’t know where it came from, I don’t use it.

3.  Use natural cleaners.  To clean my hardwood floors and mirrors at home I use plain white vinegar.  You can also combine vinegar with water in a spray bottle and use it to kill mold and mildew.  The smell goes away in a few minutes!  Plain baking soda can scour bathtubs and sinks.  For the rest I try to find products that are free from:  bleach, phosphates, xylene, 2-butoxyethanol / ethylene glycol butyl ether, diethylene glycol (window cleaners), methylene chloride, ammonia, ethoxylated nonyl phenols (NPEs) (laundry detergents and multi-purpose cleaners – currently banned in Europe), chlorinated phenols (toilet bowl cleaners), phenols (disinfectants), formaldehyde (deodorizers), perchloroethylene (most dry-cleaners use this – causes Liver and Kidney damage) and naphthalene.  Basically, if the label says “DANGER” or “POISONOUS” – proceed with caution.  If the label says “biodegradable” or “nontoxic” – it’s probably much safer.  

4.  Filter your water.   Ever see the film Erin Brockovich?  It’s about a woman who found – and proved in court – that chromium-6 in the water supply of the town was making them sick.  Just a few of the lovely things found in our water supply:  chlorine (to kill bacteria); fluoride; rusty water pipes could lead to heavy metals such as lead, mercury, or cadmium; chemicals, bacteria, and viruses not filtered at water treatments plants (this could include pesticides, herbicides, pharmaceuticals, e-coli, and giardia.  Yummy.

5.  Re-consider your beauty routine.  I love beauty products, but am very picky about which ones I use.  Most of them contain these toxins:  petroleum (listed as mineral oil, liquid paraffin, or toluene); 1,4 dioxane (found in hair relaxers, hair dyes, baby soap (!), and moisturizers — may be listed as PEG, xynol, ceterareth, or oleth); artificial fragrance; talc; parabens (shown to cause cancer — may be listed as methyl, propyl, butyl, and ethyl parabens); formaldehyde (found in some nail polish and nail polish removers); phthalates (found in hair sprays, nail polish, and perfumes — may be listed as “DBP,” “DEP,” “DEHP,” “BzBP,” or “DMP.”).  

  • When using a sunscreen, choose one that filters light with zinc oxide; avoid ones with benzophenones (oxybenzone), PABA, and Octyl Methoxycinnamate.  All of these are known carcinogens, “endocrine disruptors” and “mutagenic.”  
  • Skin care products (cleansers, toners, masks, moisturizers, etc.) should be edible, if you ask me.  Yes, you read that correctly, edible.  You should be able to eat what you put on your skin.  It should be that safe.  Plus, it makes your skin look great!  My personal favorite is Suki. Liliflora has great products, too, but you have to order them online.  
  • Some resources for finding non-toxic makeup in Austin:  W3ll People, Central Market, Whole Foods, or even some of the choices at Nordstrom’s (I love their “Butter” nail polish!) or Sephora may be toxin-free, you’ll just have to ask.  
  • There are some interesting facts about deodorants and antiperspirants as well.  Consider this:  over 75% of all breast cancers happen in one of the five quadrants of the breast.  Guess which one?  The one closest to the armpit!  In short:  find a natural deodorant that works for you (I like “Thai Stick” or “Queen Helene’s” which you can find at natural food marts) and avoid the anti-perspirants which block the toxins in your sweat from leaving your body!  
  • Lipsticks especially should be toxin-free.  Think about it — by the end of a few hours, your lipstick or gloss is gone.  Maybe a little of it went on someone’s cheek or the edge of a glass, but mostly…you ate it.  I use W3ll People’s lip glosses.  Burt’s Bees also makes some lip glosses with decent pigmentation.  

 6.  Keep a positive frame of mind.  Use mantras such as “I am healthy and happy.”  Your mind has unbelievable power over your body.  

7.  Avoid unnecessary medications.  As with everything else, avoiding unknown and known carcinogens is the key.  Try the natural method of healing first, not as a last resort!

8.  Sweat at least once per day.  A hot bath, a good workout, or just dancing or gardening may be enough to get a light or heavy sweat that will help toxins leave your body.

9.  Use natural pesticides whenever possible.  To get rid of fleas, try Diatomaceous Earth (available at the Herb Bar).  For ant, roach, or other unsavory infestations, I call Aztec, Chem-Free, or Nature’s Own Pest Control here in Austin.  

10.  Stop smoking.  I used to smoke, until one day I had this revelation:  this costs me money, it smells, it’s terrible for my health, and it doesn’t even give me a high or a buzz of any sort.  Forget about it!  I threw that last ciggie out the window and never looked back.  

Don’t forget:  forward this information to a loved one who could benefit from it!  

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Q: Currently I am taking 2 presciptions for high blood pressure, 3 over-the-counter medicines for allergies, an anti-anxiety medication, and a pill for cholesterol. I would really like to not take anything at all! What is the best way to get off all these medicines?

A: I commend you to wanting to get healthy enough to not have a need for your medications!  That’s my favorite part about my job.  Well, these conditions definitely did not happen overnight and so treating them is also going to be a gradual process that will take some time.

In Chinese medicine, we say it takes 1 month to treat a problem you have had for 1 year.

Also, some problems can be treated at the same time and are inter-related as far as Oriental medicine theory is concerned — such as anxiety and high cholesterol which are both related to your Gall Bladder. Other problems will require slightly different herbs or treatment strategies.

Some other things to consider:  What is the biggest priority?  What is bothering you the most right now?  Usually that is a good place to start.  

In general, the easiest medicines to get off of are the allergies medicines and the cholesterol medicine.  

My personal opinion on cholesterol medication is somewhat controversial, and please don’t take my opinion as medical advice * but simply as opinion.  (*this is just me saving my butt, legally)

Allergy medication is a different animal:  the way that antihistimines and decongestants work in your body are that they will trap the “evil qi” further into your respiratory system and make the actual problem, over time, more persistant and difficult to treat.  The sooner you can take some herbal medicines and incorporate some other healthy changes to treat your allergies,  the sooner you can wean off of the allergy medicines.  Only your prescibing physician can for sure tell you how safe you are to totally go off of a medication, but in most cases, from my understanding (as someone who is not licensed to prescibe pharmaceuticals*), allergy medications — aside from some asthma medications or an epipen for severe, life-threatening allergies — are safe to take on an as-needed basis.  

*Again, (I can’t emphasize this enough) always consult your physician before deciding to stop a pharmaceutical medication.  

Weaning off of anti-anxiety or anti-depression medications takes a little more time.  Once you are on a program that may include herbal medicines, acupuncture, vitamins, nutrition changes, or counseling, and you start feeling more balanced and calmer, you can – at that time – talk to your prescribing doctor about the right protocol to follow to wean off of the prescription medications.  I have never seen a case where a doctor will just take you right off of a medication like Xanax or Zoloft.  Sometimes there is a healing reaction — or detox reaction — that takes place in your Liver at that time.  The herbal medicines can really help to quell those reactions (which usually feel like your problem is getting worse) and help you reach a natural state of calm as you detox from the medication’s effect on your body’s systems.

Treating elevated blood pressure with herbal medicine, exercise, and a healthy diet is totally do-able.  On average, I see about a 10 point drop in blood pressure every 2 – 4 weeks on the herbs.  Usually when someone is on hypertension medication, their blood pressure can still be irregular or high.  Once it has evened out with the medication, that is a good time to talk to the prescribing physician about the best protocol to follow to wean off of the pills.  If your doctor is hesitant about letting you do this, either find a new doctor, or offer to come in once a month to have him or her check your progress.  

It is possible – nah, preferable – to be totally presciption-drug free!  Just keep in mind that if your body has a symptom you have to do something.  For many people the quick and easy fix is a prescription.  Actually fixing what is causing the problem in the first place takes time, persistance, and patience.  

An analogy I like to use is this:  you see a dark spot on your ceiling.  Situation #1:  You decide to paint over it.  It comes back.  You paint over it again.  It seems to just show up when it is raining, but other than that, it’s “no big deal.”  What is happening in the meantime?  Your roof is not working right and water is getting in.  It is likely causing water damage and probably toxic mold to build up in your crawl-space.  The longer you let it sit, the more expensive it will be to clean it up and get it properly fixed.  Maybe the roof will collapse at some point!  Maybe after a big rain, you will have water damage on your floor or furniture.  Situation #2:  You call someone to come and look at the roof and fix it right away.  The water damage is not too extensive and the roof tiles can be easily replaced.  Fixed and done in a day.  Situation #3:  You regularly check your roof to prevent this from ever happening!  

Which sounds better?  

Tell me this:  have you ever tried to fix something – maybe in your house – “on the cheap” before?  How did your project turn out?  Did you have to later hire an expert to come in and fix the problem?  How much extra did that cost you than if you would have fixed it right from the start?    

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